Rachel’s Randomness
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"Endure. You can be the outcast. You can make the choice that no one else will face - the right choice." – Alfred Pennyworth
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"Endure. You can be the outcast. You can make the choice that no one else will face - the right choice." – Alfred Pennyworth
Well I’m happy to report that I made it through week one of D.C.! This has been a day of solace, reflection and relaxation. Michal and I did manage to get a lot of work done and run a little over two miles.
This afternoon I worked on editing a video clip and I began to hear the gentle, soothing notes of the Emma soundtrack. It almost surprised me but then I remembered how Michal was in love with the fictional Mr. Knightley. I prefer Mr. Darcy myself, so it’s good that we are in love with different men – haha! Turning my head and smiling at her I said, “A party is a party, but a party on a winter’s eve….I would rather fall short by two than exceed by two.” We both laughed, remembering the ridiculous Mr. Elton.
Michal and I are pretty much in sync when it comes to knowing the same music, appreciating the same authors, loving the same musicals, and quoting the same movies. We shock each other at how we can finish each other’s sentences or finish off a movie quote. While crossing the street one day, Michal said, “I’m too young to die!” (It is a quote from The Legend of Zorro). Laughing, I finished off the second part of the quote: “I have my whole life ahead of me!” I swear people around us, if they don’t already, are going to get sick of us or think us extremely strange creatures. We even randomly burst into chorus and sing, “Jessie’s Girl,” “Sobbin’ Women,” and “Going Courtin’.” The last two songs are from Seven Brides for Seven Brothers. Good times.
One of my goals while I’m here is to build up my cardio endurance. Michal is training for a half marathon and we both push each other to exercise, even though it feels like we walk around the entire city ten times. We run two miles this afternoon – we ran past Iwo Jima – wow, who gets to do that every day? It felt good to get my legs pumping in the cool evening air that promised rain. It is a whole new thing for me to go running across crosswalks and through traffic. You can’t help but feel you’re in your own version of Live Free, Die Hard, as your blood is pumping, your breathing is labored, the music is pounding against your ears, and you’re on high alert for cars as you cross the street.
I love how my roommate and I have such similar tastes – a match made in heaven – haha! Michal loves the story of Emma as I mentioned earlier. I told her about the newest Emma that BBC had recently released and she watched it and loved it – I was pleased.
A revelation (you could call it a conviction) occurred to me as I was showering tonight that blew me away. I just have to share it with you all and put it down on paper so I don’t forget. I promise I don’t mean it to offend and it’s for me to tell myself as well. Well, here it goes. People, I think I can safely assume, drink mostly to the point of getting drunk, to get some sort of relief, fulfillment, and happiness which is lacking in their life. Why then, as Christians, do we do the same? We shouldn’t! God and our relationship with His Son, Jesus Christ, should consume all of that emptiness, discontentment, the lack of happiness and fulfillment. We should be vibrant, filled with joy, so satisfied with who we are in Him that people around us should be asking for the reason for the hope that is within us.
Well that’s my sermon of the week and I’ll end on that I think; that, and how I don’t know how long I can survive in the world of journalism without translating everything around me in a spiritual light. It’s frustrating and shallow how we are so ready to make everything merely a matter of scientific fact. People shy away from the word: sin. I’ve done enough venting for one night. Tomorrow is going to be homework reading day and then church. Hope each of you has an awesome Sunday!
Peace out,
Rachel Duke
Rachel Duke
Dear roomie, I am SO glad you did "preach"! I've been thinking about the exact same thing. And Matt Chandler in the lesson I just heard was asking, "what does your hope rest on?" God is working to remind us Whose we are and help us stay pure and blameless in an enticing world. I'm so glad to walk through it with you this summer. <3
ReplyDeleteRachel:
ReplyDeleteGreat blog. As usual, I can smell the smells, see the sights, feel the blisters. As for your preaching, "I have no greater joy than to hear that my children walk in truth." 3 Jn. 4. I agree with your insight on drunkenness. Drink and a thousand other empty diversions are offered to kill the pain of our own emptiness. They don't. Ultimately, they deepen both the pain and the accompanying sense of utter futility. We should always rejoice in Christ. Sometimes, this rejoicing will be intermixed with despair, sorrow or feelings of emptimess. Sometimes, these will completely eclipse the rejoicing. But, the remedy is not in drink or sex or shopping or television or music. Pss. 13 and 42 teach us to wait expectantly for God, who will not leave us interminably in darkness. If despair, loneliness, feelings of emptiness or sorrow lead us to long for God's presence, why should we drink ourselves drunk or indulge other lusts to gain some momentary relief, when the deepest, fullest, most satisfying relief will come from God in time as we wait for Him. Such times can be eternally productive. Thank you for your words, sweetheart. Love, Dad